My Isaiah Joseph,

It’s been a long day. We went to the zoo with the Children’s Hospital group and then had a birthday party to go to. I’m exhausted. Your siblings seem like they could go for a few more hours.

When we checked in at the zoo, the organization gave me a name tag with your name on it to wear. It’s those little details that I appreciate, it’s not a second thought about including you in things. When we got to lunch, they had all the names displayed of the loved ones everyone was remembering and yours was on there, too.

I remembered I saw you in my dream last night. You didn’t say anything, but we were at Lucas’ performance, walking out to leave, and you were standing there with us with a smile on your face and holding something. Maybe that’s your sign to me that you were there with us to watch Lucas. I also wish I paid attention to exactly what you were holding, but I didn’t.

I love you more than anything, my sweet boy. Goodnight and sweet dreams.