My baby boy,

Today was Elijah’s last day of Pre-K and he had his graduation tonight. It was adorable, he kept looking over and waving throughout the entire thing. He complained he had to sing “baby songs”, but I’m pretty sure he secretly enjoyed it. He’s quite the performer so I feel like that was right up his alley.

I was thinking about what to do on May 31st and suddenly had this impulse to go and give pizza and cupcakes away at the park that day. Put a little sign up, some pictures, your favorite things, and just share with everyone. It’s odd because I don’t want to sit at home, but I also don’t want to be surrounded by people that day. So for whatever reason, gathering people we don’t know at a park for you seems like the best idea. I would also like to buy a lego set or two for the Children’s Hospital. When you were in the PICU your siblings met with the family life counselor and talked about what was going on. Afterwards, they got to choose a toy there and I know Ellie chose the Lego slushy truck.

It’s just over two weeks away so if I plan on doing that, I should really just get started with it. You know how I worry about people not talking about you, maybe that’s what’s so appealing about this. I can bring people together, they can learn about you, and share in some of your favorite things. It’s just a thought right now, although I’m pretty positive that’s what I want to do.

Maybe you could stop down and let me know what you think? I know, I’m asking you every single day, but I miss you. I’m really hoping I will get to see you again one day. I’m still working on that way of thinking. I love you more than anything, my baby. Goodnight and sweet dreams.