My Isaiah Joseph,

Hi, baby. We woke up this morning to Elijah with a fever and water in our basement. While unpacking our stuff, I found my sage sticking bought in Missouri. I forget what happened, but I was pretty sure our house was haunted. To clean them away, I bought sage from the one store, but we got orders for Virginia and I never used it. We weren’t in Virginia long enough with our belongings to know if we needed the stick. Once we moved to Hawaii, I couldn’t use it. Although we are pretty positive there was a lot going on in that house, I couldn’t use the sage in Hawaii. Instead, I bought the ti leaf plants and put them outside the doors. Now that I can tell you, that house definitely had some stuff going on. Miss Madison never wanted to hear the stories, so maybe whatever it was stuck on just our side of the house. Miss Brittany also had a ghost in her house. I could never tell you, but I was never a fan when I was left by myself at her house at night. The kids were asleep, but I swore something would just start running down the stairs at me. I respected that ghost. I told it I knew it was there and there was no need to worry about me.

Back to the safe stick, since I went way off the rails on that rant, but I found it in a box and figured maybe I should get rid of any bad energy in this house. However, Google told me that the house should be free of clutter before you do it. Our house is still filled with boxes lying everywhere. No sage today.

I’m sorry that was my random rant for the evening. I just thought you should know.

Tonight as Lucas was going to bed, Lucas asked if it was okay that he was feeling mad and sad. He’s mad about what happened to you and sad that we moved away from daddy. I told him he’s allowed to feel however he feels and that I am both mad and sad about losing you. He also asked how everything happened, but I will never have an answer for him.

I’m hoping for a smoother day tomorrow, baby. Please watch over us and visit soon. I love you more than anything, sweetie. Goodnight and sweet dreams.