My amazing son,

I am not adjusting how I thought I would. Maybe it’s the full moon, maybe that’s why today was so rough.

I missed the call from The Caring Place. I had gone into Elijah’s preschool to drop off his paperwork and turned my phone on silent. We then ran to the store and I didn’t turn it back on ring. However, I mostly missed it due to me forgetting completely about it and thinking today was Wednesday.

Last night as I put Elijah to bed, he started crying because he missed you. He’s very concerned that when his time comes that you won’t remember him. Don’t worry, I told him you would. I also told him that I hope you’re there to greet all of us once our time comes.

I also forgot to share that Lucas made a “grave” for you yesterday in the park sandbox. I will include a picture for you.

Isaiah, I need to hear from you. I love you more than anything, sweetie. Goodnight and sweet dreams.