My baby boy,

For a second tonight, I felt like I was back in Hawaii. I was driving in the van, had my arm out the window, and was looking at a rainbow stretching across the sky. I’m happy where we are now, but my heart will always be want to be back on that island.

Daddy got the van all taken care of and after four months, we finally have our vehicle back. I definitely took shipping it to Hawaii for granted because we had absolutely no issues with it. Having it shipped back and the damage they caused that daddy had to run around to try and someone to fix was insane. However, it all worked out and another little piece of the puzzle is back together.

This life is confusing and I don’t think I will ever have it “figured out”. Each time I think I’m on the right path, something comes alone and stirs stuff up, confusing me all over again. I wish you could tell me the right choices I need to make and the best decisions. You can be my spirit guide and help me figure out what the best path should be. You always knew yourself better than me, anyway. I love you more than anything in the world