My baby boy,

We went to Kennywood with daddy today. Things would have been a lot smoother if you were still with us because we would have had six people at the park and that number works better than four. Everyone would always have a partner, Elijah chose me to not have a partner on the Whip so I sat by myself in front of your brothers. To joke around with them, on every turn we would go on I would hold up the “L” with my hands at them. As you so lovingly
told me, that means “library”. Elijah did it back to me, except for onlookers looking on at him, I’m pretty sure they thought Elijah was flipping me off.

Lucas’ birthday is almost here. He asked me today that it means he was going to die soon. I asked why, but he said told me it was because he would be didn’t.

I fell asleep in Elijah’s bed and keep doing it again now while I write this. I love you more than anything in the world. Goodnight
And sweet dreams.