My handsome boy,

I feel like you can see patterns with how my letters are and how I’m feeling.

Overall, it wasn’t a bad day, more of the Christmas decorations got put up and I managed to win both games of Sorry that we played.

There’s just these times where the way I miss you is different. I don’t have the words to say, I don’t want to sit and reminisce about the times when you were here, I don’t really know how to explain it. I just want to sit in my silence of missing you and wishing I could somehow go back to my “old life”.

You’re everything to us. I love you more than anything, baby boy. Goodnight and sweet dreams.