My handsome boy,

I was so fortunate that Kolekole was open for hiking today. I got to go there, mentally take it all in, and say goodbye and how thankful I was to have had the experience.

I’m sorry, baby, but I usually have been falling asleep lately as I put Elijah to bed. I can also notice my various mistakes and misspellings on this letter. I have so much do tell you, but I don’t know where to start tonight with everything. I keep falling asleep right now as I type this.

I love you, my baby. I’m so sorry our original letter for today is horrible. I did want to just tell you one thing I forgot. I had your urn in my hands yesterday once we got to the airport. I wasn’t sure what the next step was so I start ask her and while asking the question, she referred to your urn as a magic 8 ball. Obviously she was completely mortified after, but I let her know you’d actually find it quite funny. Goodnight and sweet dreams, sweetie.