My sweet boy,

It hasn’t happened like this in a while, but I’m really mad today. There’s other things going on, but I’m mostly mad at the world that you’re gone.

I finally got the chair out of your room today, I’m hoping to clear more of it out tomorrow. I just want to have the ability to go and lay in there whenever I want to.

Ellie had something at the park today for school. Someone there was giving airbrushed tattoos and Ellie got one on her leg for you.

Baby, I’m so mad and upset that I can’t even keep my thoughts straight. I will make sure that I remember to tell you about Lego Masters tomorrow and something else that I seem to have forgotten. It’s like I have something blocking my thoughts from completing themselves and there’s a million at a time, none of them solved. That probably doesn’t even make sense to you.

I love you more than anything, my sweet boy. Goodnight and sweet dreams. Also, I remembered my other thought. I will tell you about the random picture tomorrow, too. I love you, Isaiah Joseph.