Baby boy,

Today was a little better, but we stayed home and just recovered. I’m hoping that we are good tomorrow and we can hand out your Valentine’s Day treats. The library is closed so I’m not sure where we will go to do it, but I know a lot of schools are off tomorrow for President’s Day.

I’m bringing your Squishmallow and Argh back into my bed tonight. I’m pretty sure we are in the clear and they should be fine to be in the bed again.

I emailed Lego and reached out to them on social media over a week ago with some questions, but haven’t heard back at all yet. I have an idea of what I want to do for certain people who played important roles in your life and in ours after your loss, but can’t find the plans. If I don’t hear back in another day or two, I might reach out to some Lego Master contestants or on some Lego community boards. In my message to them, I told them how I wouldn’t need their help if you were here because you’d be able to figure all of it out for me. Hopefully I can get some information.

You’re everything to me, baby boy. I love you so much, sweetie. Goodnight and sweet dreams.