Baby boy,

I’m going to keep this short, because it’s going to be a very early bedtime for me. I had a good day at work and was able to see things that helped me understand myself better. It’s much easier for me to tell other people things, but never listen to those same words I am telling them. I give grace to everyone, but myself, and I don’t know why.

I’m proud that you guys all have a better approach to life and yourselves than I ever did. I want you all to go out and try whatever you want and not to break yourself down whenever something happens not in your favor.

You came into my mind a few times today while I was in school, maybe that was you letting me know you’re around. Ellie wrote you a little note, but I’m going to go to bed. I love you more than anything, baby boy. Goodnight and sweet dreams.

Hi Isaiah it’s me Ellie today was a little bad I failed my social studies test but it is fine I at least passed my writing test I just need to stop stressing myself out but other then that school has been going great hope you are having a good time and I am going to go good night Isaiah love you bye.