Isaiah Joseph,

I gave in today and asked Gma and Pap if they could come over and help us get the house together. I’ve been saying “no” for a while now, but it was getting to a point where I could never just catch up and I work four days this week.

There’s a huge weight lifted off my shoulders, the house is a lot cleaner than it’s been. I feel like I can easily get caught up now and I’m not drowning in a list of a hundred different things.

We were in Target today and Lucas was telling us how you had a story for the Bullseye dogs at the front of the store. He reenacted how you would talk as the dog as he got stuck in the box.

The direction that this life is taking is out of control. I need strength, direction, and for some help from you. I need you to make sure we are all together, do you think you can help me out with that?

I love you more than anything, baby boy. Goodnight and sweet dreams.