My baby boy,

Not a minute goes by where I’m not thinking about you in some way. The fact that we are inching closer and closer to two years is so hard to comprehend and so sad to think about.

I haven’t been able to get my mind back since everything with Lucas on Saturday, but I talked to his guidance counselor today before school so at least he can address it with Lucas too.

I love you, I miss you, and I’m so freaking mad at everything, I’m sorry. I love you so much, baby boy. Goodnight and sweet dreams.