My Isaiah Joseph,

My Isaiah Joseph,

Losing you has been the worst thing that’s ever happened in my life. I’m hoping to get an answer soon, but I’m not holding my breath. An answer won’t change you being gone, so it really shouldn’t even matter.

Just know that I love you so much and I tried the best I could as your mom. I know I came up short sometimes, but I did the best I could with what I knew. As a little secret, you guys are all phenomenal kids so I think we’ve been doing a pretty great job together.

I love you, my baby. Goodnight and sweet dreams. Stop by soon.