Isaiah Joseph,

Missing you completely consumes me. I added new pictures and videos to the Skylight calendar and they’re hard to watch, but I can’t look away.

I’m probably not going to say much tonight, because I’m just sad. I feel like it’ll just be me going off on everything that I always do and my sad rants.

You were such a precious boy and today is just one of those days where I don’t understand how it was “your time”.

I still snuggle with your big squishmallow and Argh every single night. I stare at your pictures beside my bed, kiss my necklace with your ashes in it, and still try to come to grip with the reality that you’re gone.

I know life isn’t always fair, but it wasn’t fair at all for you. I love you more than anything, baby boy. Goodnight and sweet dreams.