My Isaiah Joseph,

Tonight will be a quick letter, I’m sorry. I have a huge headache and just need to go to sleep to try and make it go away.

Elijah and Lucas were putting their shirts on in weird ways today and at one point Elijah put his one arm up through the collar and had the other arm where it was supposed to be. He got super excited and said that he used to do that all the time and then you and Lucas would yell “caveman” and chase him around. It’s these random memories that pop up that I love hearing about. Plus, I get to tell you about the memories and also get them written down.

We played Apples to Apples to Disney again today. It’s still a favorite in this house, but I got my butt kicked. Ellie ended up winning because all my cards were horrible. I remember playing with you guys and at one point only Ellie could read the cards and everyone else would choose by picture. Now Elijah is the only one who chooses based on picture.

I’m thankful for the young man you were. You were breaking the cycle. I love you more than anything, baby boy. Goodnight and sweet dreams.