My baby boy,

Life isn’t fair, but I think I’m ready for this next step. I questioned the timing of everything and said I didn’t want to leave Hawaii, but the closer we get to leaving, I realize it’s time.

I started organizing some of the stuff in your room today. I got all your loose Pokémon cards and put them together in your tin and tried to sort more legos in there. Did you hear me talking to you? I said you are probably like, “See! The mess wasn’t always because of me!”.

I cannot believe I lost you. I promise I will try my best to make you proud. I’m sorry, baby. It’s a rough night. I love you more than anything, sweetie. Goodnight and sweet dreams.