My baby boy,

All your cousins from the Pittsburgh side were together tonight (well almost all, Ava wasn’t there) and I can’t help but wonder where you’d fit in. You probably would have stuck around with Ellie and also stayed near Penny to make her laugh. It’s crazy to think that Lorelei and Penny will both never meet you since they were both born when we lived in Hawaii.

Your siblings already have their school pictures next week. I have all four of the school pictures currently hanging up in the hallway. I’ve been thinking how odd it’ll be when I put Lucas’ new school picture in this year. It’ll be right next to your last school picture, you and your brother will be the same age, just a few months apart. Next year will really be something when I put in a picture of Lucas older than you next to yours.

I want you back. I love you more than anything,my baby. Goodnight and sweet dreams.