Isaiah Joseph,

I’m currently laying in the dark because the insane wind knocked the power out about two hours ago. Ellie is sleeping in your brothers’ room in an attempt to help them sleep. We brought the solar lights in from outside for their room and Ellie has Christmas music playing for them on her phone. We don’t have any estimated time on when they think the power might be back on.

Elijah went to the park with Gma the other day while I was at work and made a new friend. He told me how he made a new friend, but he didn’t tell me that he told his friend about losing you. Gma said something to me about it, but when I asked Elijah what he said he was quiet and then quickly changed the subject. I didn’t push it or ask again, it’s just nice to know he’s just randomly telling new kids that he meets about you right away.

I’m not sure what we are really doing this weekend, I don’t think much. Your room needs to be cleaned up again and organized so maybe I will try and do that. It’s just a toss up on how it’ll go with me being in there.

Daddy sent me the trailer for the Pout Pout Fish movie that’s coming out soon. You guys always loved how I did my “Pout Pout Fish” voice and said “blub, blub, bluuuuuubb”.

I miss you more than anything in the world, baby boy. Goodnight and sweet dreams.