My Isaiah Joseph,

So we managed to get out of the house earlier today, but that’s because Pap came to pick Elijah up so I didn’t have to drop him off. We would have still been on time, but we definitely would have been running around in a little more chaos had we needed to bring Elijah to Gma’s. Tomorrow morning is garbage day and I haven’t even brought the trash cans down yet, so it looks like we are starting to fall apart as the week goes on.

You were in my dream last night, but for the life of me I can’t remember exactly what happened. The only thing I remember is that I know I got to say “goodbye” to you in the dream before we left each other. If I could just manage to sleep through the night once, that would be amazing. I’m pretty sure that it’s your brothers who are always interrupting my dreams. My dream last night was interrupted by Elijah, who was yelling something about “mines”. I guess that’s what happens when Elijah plays Minecraft that day with Lucas.

I’m exhausted, babe. Between not sleeping at night because one of your brothers is in my bed, to waking up every few hours because I worry I will forget my alarm and miss work, I’m just not sleeping a lot.

I love you more than anything, baby boy. Goodnight and sweet dreams.